so i am almost a year sober. have a vegan insta feed going. lots of good things in life, big plans ahead.
i will use this more. i swear! lol…
recovery of the mind & body. i am growing one day at a time.
so today was okay i guess. cracked my lip but that was the worst of it. did a ton of laundry. looking at flights back home. going to visit for a week since i have the time. want to see my mom. i also want to see how the bay area makes me feel after six months. very excited to eat everything though. ca def has better food in my opinion.
i was rummaging through my purse and at the bottom was the little blue big book. i think that is insane since i would have it with me when i would get plastered in midtown after work. what a fucking joke. what if someone found that? sad really.
which i need to constantly remember in order to not drink. things that hurt and have long healed are still huge examples of why i can not drink. i am not like other people.
should i move back to california? if i do it will be very soon, like in two weeks. i must decide now.
boiling fresh chickpeas. bought a new huge tea mug. trying to get back to normal…
got a ton of shit down. whew.
not going back.